Multiple anonymous questions —
[As always, please feel free to skip around]
– Hey Pastor. I guess I’m just wondering if I’m the only Christian who blows hot and cold. I’m terrible about reading my Bible or even praying. I tend to go in phases where I’ll do really well and be on it every day and then I hit a spot where I go weeks without cracking open my Bible once, and then I just sorta feel guilty so I keep staying away. Sometimes I second guess myself and wonder if I’m even saved, because if I was, wouldn’t I love Christ enough to give Him that time? I know that I am born again, and I also know that Christ has enough grace even for this, even though it’s the same thing over and over, and I know that I am the one shaming myself. I guess I’m just wondering if you’ve ever struggled with this yourself, and if you have advice on how to combat it?
– I’m glad I came cross your blog, I’ve been lacking my relationship with God. You can say even wondering about His existence … But lately I’ve been struggling and tried to talk to God but I don’t get answers and feel like He either left me or everything that happened was in my imagination…
– I need help, I’m lost I’m a struggling Christian who sometimes finds it hard to believe in god and other times it’s easy, but I still attend church every Sunday. I love being a Christian however over the last few weeks I’ve been getting into things like drugs, alcohol, and lots of sexual activity. what should I do? I’m questioning weather I should give a testimony at my church about who I really am, and the things I do, the truth, but even in the house of god I know I will still be judged.
My dear friends: You’re not the only ones who feel this way.
Most Christians are shocked that they can’t maintain a certain level of excitement and discipline in their spiritual walk — but I’m wondering where we got all these crazy parameters from.
It’s probably the unfair church culture that has hyped each Sunday into a let’s-top-last-week rock show. Or it’s the way the preacher keeps guilt-bombing with, “When was the last time you really read your Bible and sang from your heart?” Or it’s the Westernized ideology of performance and competition. Or it’s just our own self-criticism. Or you’re exhausted.
But please allow me to give you a little grace and freedom here.
Not everyday of your marriage can be like your wedding. No one is expected to duplicate the first feelings of chemistry into their fifth decade of a relationship.
Faith is a tough, messy, muddy, organic sort of thing.
I know that’s probably the hipster thing to say. But so long as we live between a perfect loving God on this hostile fallen world, we’ll have trouble believing the unseen eternal. Some of us will struggle with that more than others, and no one can blame you for that.