Firstly, I admire your blog & have found it encouraging so thanks. I’m 29 single female no job living at home failing at uni & am struggling through a bout of depression & suicidal thoughts. I’m afraid & feel alone. Have no friends. Been disconnected from God. Super shy & anxiety ridden. No $ for meds or counseling. Feeling hopeless. No motivation. Can’t sleep. Don’t know who else to talk to. Sorry if seems like a lot 😦 I feel lost.
Hey my dear wonderful beloved friend:
Please first know that you are loved. No matter how you feel and no matter how trite this sounds right now, you are absolutely loved. At the very least by me and the wonderful blog community, and at the very most by God Himself.
Please also know that all of us go through struggling seasons of self-doubt, fear, anxiety, and depression. We often daily trudge through a hopeless choking fog that seems to have no end. The world can be dark at times. It can feel like your life will always feel this way.
I’ve fought depression my entire life. And can I tell you a secret?